@gentleWatermelon8652 First of all you're not alone, I'm in the same situation thinking I'm wasting time, not achieving what I wanted. My friends are moving ahead and I'm stuck. I feel this everyday. It makes me weak. Atleast you have taken career counseling which is really a good thing but my parents didn't let me. They're really weird they just want the outcomes very quickly they don't give time to their kid to analyse what the kid actually feels. 

I badly want a break to think about my life but they're like if you don't want to study further go get a job for yourself. My mom daily fights with me, compares me with my friends that they're growing in their life and here I am. Everyday feels heavy the way she taunts me make me realise that how they actually feel about me. 

Ok I forget to tell that they're hating me because I took a gap year. I've completed my graduation and wanted to appear for a competitive exam so I took a gap year but they wanted me to apply for PG. Also if you're taking gap year please don't stay at home go to classess or library because if you stay at home they're only going to see that you're just sitting at home doing nothing.

I really wish everything you want you get. Hope you'll get the right path in life.