Lost with no words.

My man like to drink himself to sleep. Last night he wouldn't stop when I asked him to. He wanted to drink and get black out drunk instead of listening to his future wife. We went for dinner and he kept ordering drinks. It got to a point where he was embarrassing himself which is also embarrassing me. I am so depressed right now because I love him but he never listens to me. Now I don't know what to do. I tried to tell him I need space cuz of last night. I dont want to talk to him until after work so he can reflect on it. You know what he responded back? "I want a stress free life." His words while I'm struggling with a migraine in the shower. I get really bad migraines when Im stressed. It has become chronic and I have to be careful. I'm lost and with no words. If he chooses alcohol over me. I'm done... my heart will be broken. I will never going out with men ever again. I had enough. For now we shall see what he says afterwork. Maybe things will change.. or not...

I need prayers. I need to heal. I need to calm my demons. Send me good vibes. Wish me luck!

OnceHuman.