Messed up
I feel like I've messed up beyond repair. Time passes by so quickly, the last month has felt like less than a week and I can't get myself to do anything. I've spent the last three months doing nothing. I'm sitting here on my *** and I just want it to be over.
@ih55 I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Please know that you're not alone, I can relate to this. And you truly matter 🤍 Sending lots of love to you ❤️❤️
Hey, I find it helpful when you want something, whether it's company, friendship or a relationship (platonic or not) first learn how to give, it'll come back many folds or in different ways.
I had also three months of initially not doing anything for sem break but decided to go out and work just to fill time. I learned a lot by just changing environment and taking on responsibilities, and also felt belonged by contributing.
Above all, love yourself unconditionally, not as who you'll become, but as you are.
Sending hugs and love 💕