So I may be cooked
Tw: sh thoughts, sui thoughts
Ive been doing really bad mentally like so bad apparently my mom has noticed and I know shes seen some of my posts on here bc my phone will show her kf theres anything concerning on my screen along with what jt is. So shes scheduled my appt with my psyciatrist(meds person who saved me back in april) tonight at 7 30pmUSA north Carolina time and I think based on our last 3 appts and if I choose to tell her everything she might send me back to the er. I mean, I havent had any sui thoughts but theres been sh thoughts but I haven't acted on them. And I guess theres been times where ive wanted to dye but I never whent further. I dont know whats going to happen. But I will post an update after.
@brenbird
-hugs- I am glad your mom cares to get you treatment. I hope that everything will be okay soon.
@Remina
Thank you they put me on an even higher dose of lexapro that I have to take two pills of it bc they dont make the amount I need in one pill
ah man @brenbird I really hope the medication change helps you. How are you feeling today?
@Remina
Ive been so stressed this afternoon bc my parents somehow found my bf laptop that he asked me to hokd on to this weekend for him and I have no idea whats happening. Its not mine its my boyfriends and idek the pin to get into it. My mom says my dad will talk to bout it but I have no idea when and its just really stressful. But im going to tbe football game tonight to see my bf in the band
@brenbird
Oh, that's frustrating. I assume you told them that is your BFs laptop?
Hopefully you can ask your bf to step in since it is his. You dont need that added stress.
@brenbird Find your purpose. Purpose keeps us focused on a bigger goal and a bigger plan. Faith sustains me in my hard moments, and i go through alot of hardships.
@brenbird that’s great that your mom cares that much, don’t take that for granted and make the most of what you’re offered. Hope you’re doing better
