even more update-ish rant
hey all
I hate this.
my sister is sick, and I'm super stressed about it.
I have important things all of the days except for Sunday from now untill next Saturday, and I literally can't get sick.
plus, before she got sick, my sister got in trouble with my mom about doing things on her school computer she wasn't supposed to be (watching YouTube 9-9) and now i'm not allowed to use my computer at home either. I already got a block on mine, now this too???? i'm going to get so behind, and my grades are going to be ***.
plus, my mom forced me to give her my password, and it felt like giving my soul away. the stuff on my computer is the only thing I have kind of to myself, and now I have nothing private.
and I miss my friend so much. is this what it feels like to have your heart broken? it feels more like shattered.
and the worst thing is, when my password got taken away? the only thing I could think was that she would have been so *** at my mom.
i'm genuinely losing hope. I don't know what to do.
anyway, I have to go work on my essay that's due today - I won't get any other time to work on it.
love and hugs if you want it to you guys
-angel
@angelheart2011
I'm sorry your sister is sick.
And you've lost some access to your computer.
Try and focus on putting all your energy into the energy, getting that done might give you some confidence 💜💕
@Amanda84 thank you. 💛
@angelheart2011 hi angel. i just happened to come across this, i'm not on forums much, and idk what this is an update of, i'm sorry. but i just wanted to say i feel your pain. this all sounds like a terrible, painful, hopeless mess.
i really hope your sister gets well soon. can she maybe see a doctor to see what happened and try to get better and so you don't get sick as well? i really hope you dont get sick when you have a lot of important things going on.
and for you to have such restrictions just because she got in some trouble sounds so unfair. and it sounds like you need it for school, so that sounds even worse. and being forced to give your password? that must be so awful. having all your personal space and privacy gone sounds terrible. i've had this laptop taken away a lot and it feels like losing a lifeline. i feel your pain. *hugs if ok*
i'm sorry you miss your friend. idk what happened but sounds terrible regardless. i'm so sorry you have to go through this.
i feel you in losing hope, i've lost all of mine too, but i just want to let you know that i get how you feel, and i'm here if you wanna talk. all the best with your essay, and lots of love and hugs to you. i'm here for you. ❤️
@exuberantBlackberry9105
thank you so much. it's kind of a daily update I guess, Im kind of trying to do that I guess? just to stay connected. thank you again. *hugs back if ok*
@angelheart2011 how're things going? *hugs if ok*
