life is crushing me

i just moved, i'm not suited to be on my own and i wish i'd have understood that sooner. now it's too late to go back. i hate my new life, it's more work than it is life and the work is stressful. too stressful for me, but it doesn't take much to cross that threshold. my cat is gonna be here with me soon but i'm afraid something is gonna happen to her if she's here. through all of this i haven't found a single thing that helps me genuinely feel better. i kind of wish i had someone who cared to listen to me, but i also know they'd grow tired of me or slowly begin to dislike me. i could go on but this is already a sad, pathetic rant. i'm just throwing it into the void, maybe hoping that putting it out there somehow helps. if you can relate to anything i'm saying here, i'm truly sorry.