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i’m so very sad all the time. it’s something so horrible about me. no matter how good my life is. no matter how many blessings i have and things im grateful for. i always have this emptiness inside of me. that’s never filled. i’m such a sad soul. and the thing is…i wish there was a reason for it. i wish when someone asks me what’s wrong i can tell them but i realized a long time ago that this is just me. that it resides within me and i only have myself to blame. sometimes i wish something bad happens to me so that i can feel validated. so that i can blame something other than myself for this sadness.
@pluckyCoconut4376
I know it must feel empty and confusing 🩷
But you really don't want anything to happen bad
You just want to feel content and more at peace with yourself.
It's brave to come here so brave and so honest 💙
I think it would be easier to have physical and noticeable scars instead of our heart hurting. We could at least point to them and say "This is where it comes from. This is why."
Sadness like you are describing is beyond blame. It is not your fault that you feel empty like this. For many people, those types of feelings are beyond their ability to control without help. Have you tried talking to a therapist?
That’s so much to carry, feeling like the sadness is just… you 💙
I felt the same way, like I had nothing to say when people asked other than “there’s something wrong with me.”
Maybe talking to a listener would help? Hurting is one thing, but hurting alone is so much worse 💙
You can get through this 💙
