what the heck is wrong with me
i feel like i’m a horrible person. i know i’m horrible. i know i’m pretentious and judgmental and undeserving of every good thing i’ve ever had. i’m possessive and so easily jealous but i’m amazing at hiding it. and yet i’m insecure and can’t get myself out of situations where i know i’ll end up hurt. i’m so lonely. even when im around people i still end up in a position where they all feel miles away from me. i just wish someone wanted me the same way i wanted them.
@peaceandblessings I'm sorry you are feeling this way about yourself. It sounds like you are being very self-critical and hard on yourself. Everyone has qualities that they wish they could improve on, but that doesn't make you a horrible person. Please try to be gentle with yourself. What is contributing to this inner critic?
@peaceandblessings
I can hear that you are feeling very low and negative about yourself. You are struggling with feelings of guilt, insecurity, jealousy, and loneliness. You feel like you don’t deserve anything good in your life and that no one wants you the way you want them. That sounds very painful and hard to deal with.😔
I want you to know that you are not a horrible person. You are a human being who has flaws and strengths, who makes mistakes and learns from them, who has feelings and needs, who has hopes and dreams. You are not defined by your worst moments or your worst thoughts. You have value and worth just for being you.🌟
I also want you to know that you are not alone. There are people who care about you and who want to help you. There are people who can relate to what you are going through and who can offer you support and understanding. There are people who can see the good in you and who appreciate you for who you are. You don’t have to isolate yourself or push them away. You can reach out to them and let them in.👥
I’m glad that you decided to share your thoughts here. It takes courage and strength to open up about your feelings and challenges. We're here to listen to you without judging or criticizing you. We're here to empathize with you and validate your emotions.
Oh all those horrible thoughts running through your head that are so wrong. Sending strength and peace. You are better than those evil ideas. @peaceandblessings