When I am amongst the choas that goes around.
when my friends give me stupid made up excuses as to why they can't talk to me at the time
The truth is I'm quite alright being alone. As long as I have my phone and net. So that I could browse things.
Mostly when around people even family and friends. When I have to hold back my words and feelings twoards people. When I try to express myself and people just dont understand or push me away. I dont hate being alone because Ive always been a loner but its hard to open up to people that almost always turns their back on you.
When im overwhelmed with my OCD.
After abuse
Whenever Im not actively engaged in something. Idle hands, ya know?
I am abused or yelled at.
When there's no one wants to talk to me or helping me out.
