I feel most alone when.....

When loved one uses your weakness towards you at the argument time and no friends or family to get support.

when people are talking to each other and I am just waiting

When I'm in a room full of my 'friends' talking, but no one will include me in conversation

It is the middle of the night, i'm alone in bed and my thoughts wander around. In those moments, the thoughts coming into my mind often are of happy past-times, together with a lover in bed. This makes me wanting and longing for a new love. Even though i am my own happiness and i don't need a relationship to be happy. Missing that one person to fall back on makes me feel alone.

i am surrounded by the people i

Im sitting alone in school, its late at night...

...i'm at work. I pretend all day and its exhausting. I feel so fake that I've lost touch with who i actually am. Most people don't know me at all.

Nobody understand where Im coming from

people ask what's happening and i tell them the details of my problems only to be left, not understood, or dismissed.

I'm alone in my room, at night, drinking hard alcohol. (When I'm hurting) I feel better at first, but then my mind races and every little thing that has been bothering me pops into my mind. I start bawling, and texting/calling people I trust the most at that time. Most don't answer. They're probably sleeping. Some read my messages and don't respond. Especially in the morning, after I sent those embarrassing messages...