I am around families, i never felt like i belonged in mine so i hurt when i am around families, makes me feel like an alien that i can not relate to being a part of a good family.
I feel most alone when I am 100% by myself meaning no friends or family around, no books, no internet, no phone, etc. This seems like the obvious answer and not as apoetic as "when I am in a corwded room" but it is the truth. Being alone with my thoughts is a scary place!
@Xtina2121 I completely understand! Im my own worst enemy, and through all my experience, Im 100% sure that my thoughts are always against me. Why would I ever wish to be alone with the things that make me feel the most worthless?
@neverendingMango46 being alone is an important skill to learn. it getes easier with time. Bein content with just you is healthy. I was just saying that it is hard for me but i try my best at it. good luck to you!
I feel most alone when I
When I'm stuck on the process of getting my goals or literally stuck in a place where I have no clue.
Usually all of the time, as I feel there are people that do not truly understand me.
I lie to escape negative consequences.
I feel like I want to share something with someone close and then I'm not able to reach out to anyone.
If it's a positive thing or emotion then it doesn't matter that much, but if it's a negative emotion then I feel lonely and vulnerable because I realise how alone and isolated I am.
When I watch other people interact and make friendships, even online and through text or Twitter, and I always seem to be on the edge. Not excluded from the group so much as not in it. I
when i'm drowning and can't find a hand to hold on to...someone to save me.
I feel most alone when I realize nobody knows I'm transgender and pansexual and I can't tell a soul about how I feel or why because then I'd have to out myself in rl and I've never done that...
