I feel alone quite often lately I feel most alone at night, at bedtime.
I'm working on this and being more expressive and I'm feeling optimistic.
Good night.
Usually at about 2 am, when I cant sleep and I seem to only be able to think about all of the stupid decisions I've made, and the people I pushed away out of fear of being hurt. (Because anxiety says if you leave them first, then they cant leave you and hurt you, so make them leave.)
@Laura
@Laura
Heyya !
I feel most alone when people ignore me and hurt me and there is no one to understand :(
But I am used to it :)
@Laura I feel most alone when I'm surrounded by people.
I feel most alone when got casually left out by my friends
when everyone thinks I'm happy because I put a fake smile on my face
I feel most alone when everyone says that I give off calming energy and smile a lot when I'm actually in pain and forgot what it is like to cry when sad, and wondering if my cousins will accept me
When I see people with their friends or talking about their friends.
I have a hard time making friends and when I do make friends I can't keep them. I get a little jealous at their friendships and I become more aware of my own loneliness.
I feel lonely when i look around and see what not being lonely is like
