My personal struggle with depression. Share your story struggling with depression here! All welcome
My personal struggle with depression. Share your story struggling with depression here! All welcome
My personal struggle with depression was when I was in elemantary I was made fun of and I was sexual touched by boy. Since then I have gotten flashbacks of it and don't know how to contol it anymore. I always had to put myself to bed crying
Started getting the "M" word.. (fooled with/messed with). From 5 years old to almost 18 years old. Got very bad in my teenage years.
Years ago, when I realsed the reality of life, and our real situation of the world...
i feel like my life doesn't matter like if who would care noone
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@liam91404 plz help i don't know what to do
@liam91404 I'm sorry you're feeling like this. that's really hard. Try to remember that there are people who care about you. If you want to talk to someone, you could always talk to one of the listeners. It might also help to do something to take care of yourself, even if it's small. I hope the rest of your day goes better *Hugs*
@BlueBetta why do i feel this way
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@liam91404 I don't think I can answer that for you. There might be things going on in your life that's triggering your depression, but sometimes there isn't, and it just seems like you don't have a reason to be depressed. Either way is okay. You don't have to have a reason why you're depressed.
@BlueBetta my deppreson is killing me
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@liam91404 Please try to get some help. Here is a suicide hotline and a website that can help you. 1-800-273-8255 or www.suicide.org
I'm sorry I can't do more. Please try these. If you want to keep talking I'll be checking here, okay?
@BlueBetta i am in a mental health facility
@liam91404 I don't know how things are in mental health hospitals. I hope everything goes well. Keep posting on 7 cups if you feel up to it. Talking on the daily check in threads has been good for me. Maybe it will help you too. I hope you start feeling better soon. *Hugs*
@BlueBetta Thank you for helping so much and I hope this didn't trigger you or someone else :) <3
@liam91404
I made my friend a journal before she committed suicide. She's the reason I started going to this site and am paying to talk to a psychologist here. She told me she didn't have many friends but it wasn't true. She just couldn't see it at the time, but there were so many of us.
I started feeling depressed after the death of my mother. It became worse when I started menopause. I have good days and bad days
@lightKite6232
I didn't cry when my mother passed, but I started overeating and I couldn't stop.
@lightKite6232. You are not alone, menopause causes very many hormone changes in the body, but it is very scary , I too go through extremely bad feelings, it will get better ,but it takes time for your body to adjust. Keeping posting here, there are many caring people!
My personal struggle with depression started when I was in a bad car accident four years ago.
why am i so fucked up is it a sign that is telling me that i should kill myself
My husband died three days after his 46th birthday.
@Jmt65 i am so sorry
@liam91404 thank you. Still suffering from depression and anxiety.
@Jmt65 i am so sorry
@liam91404
A friend of mine killed herself in January. She had a son and husband. She had lots of friends and family. It doesn't just affect you when you do something like that and it's not a positive effect.
@mi23
I made her a journal before she died to help her get better. She's the reason I started going to this site and am paying to talk to a psychologist here. She told me she didn't have many friends but it wasn't true. She just couldn't see it at the time, but there were so many of us.
@Jmt65 I am sorry to hear that JMT. I can imagine how terrible it must be for you. Take care of yourself.
I was once happy being single. I met this guy and we had a year of relationship. When he broke up with me for someone else, my world broke. I thought I was gonna. Well Im still alive now but I feel alone most of the time. I have lots of friends and a supportive family but I still feel empty that sometimes I feel like sadness and loneliness are going to eat me whole
My depression started around age 6 when my soul was tainted and made me feel so disguting not worth living
@blueNest4927 living is difficult, I understand that
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@liam91404
When I started to want to die going on SSRI meds helped stop that feeling after the side effects subsided and there are other types of meds and therapies out there which also help. Please consider seeing a doctor in ER or calling crisis hotline and believe me that you are not alone and it can get better if you stay alive. The only chance to see how it can get better is to stay alive. <3
@ confointion why should i stay alive