One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
That I never like the way I look.
@Spncrmrcd
I think you should start a mantra (mantra is a constant repeating of a word or a saying incl.songs or a phrase that you like ex; Hakuna matata) that all these thoughts that tell you "my hair looks terrible " or as a good example "I should lose weight" " I should change this ,that....."
But in reality change those things to "my hair is beautiful' "I can work in it if i would like to or , i dont want to change my weight I like my curves or my figure). Hopefully you can see that regardless what you think about yourself you're beautiful and you're truly unique . Like literally nobody looks like you. No one. Theres nobody with a single hair that is yours. I hope we all learn to love yourself, it's a hard process but it starts by replacing the harsh words with words you would say to your favorite person.
Which you're supposed to be your favorite, your heart beats only for your, your blood flows only for you ❤🌻
~Lalp
@Amethystchild Thank you very much! I mainly don't love my body due to gender dysphoria since I'm trans but modelling for myself has really helped me start to love the more traditionally feminine parts of myself.
I love what you said about how no one looks like me and my blood only flows for me. Those bits of advice helped so much, thank you. ♥️ Wishing you the best!
@Spncrmrcd
If you ever need help dont be afraid to reach out to me or to anyone
~lalp
One thing I feel sad about today is that I can't stop the past memories from coming to surface which triggers harmful thoughts.
@Sassysue I'm right there with you. Wishing you the best today and everyday!
Thank you @Spncrmrcd
@Sassysue This is me today too
I feel like a frightned dog because of social anxiety and i only get more frightened thinking about what'll do when i'll have to go to college, leave my family and get a job, like i can't even cope with it right now and it makes me angry too cause i feel like my feelings and the things i wanna do, the person i feel i am are on two different roads, plus i feel like the only people i care about stopped caring about me and even though i don't know for sure if it's true it makes me feel lonely anyway.
Feeling alone, everyone left when the dress ion got bad and now I don't know where to go for support
My therapist thinks I'm making excuse and should move on from a guy I like because he is so busy, he has no time for me.
@Rebekahwriter13
That I would pretty much require a Delorean or a TARDIS in order to be able to even enjoy a ride on Ghostrider or anything else with friends.
As just being me, my personality, my actions the last 5 years have made the chances of the above ever happening next to impossible :(
That my long term listener has taken a break and I can
Seeing what Parkinson's Disease can do first hand to someone, in this case my mother :(
That is the last thing she deserves and it breaks my heart to see what it is doing to her :(
@Laura
i left so much summer homework for this last week and a half before schools starts and it's really overwhelming :(
That my beautiful mother is not here on earth to hold and tell her how much I love her and see her smile and laugh. I lost her Dec of 2002 and life has never been the same. It broke my heart so badly when ALS took her from the world. She was such a good well loved person. It is what created my depression and the world has never felt ok again since. I had just turned 40 two weeks before she passed suddenly. She was my sunshine and my cheerleader. She could always make life better and ok. I have not had a Happy Birthday nor a Merry Christmas since and I will turn 57 this November. Her death truly sullied my joy of life.💔
