One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
I have a free bring-a-friend ticket to Knotts Berry Farm for renewing my season pass. Already know it is never going to get redeemed/used :(
lost the privilege of being able to enjoy anything or anywhere I love with my friends
As I have essentially alienated nearly everyone in my life to the point that being around me for even 2 minutes is an apparent chore :(
all because Im not an emotionless machine or bubbly happy like ren & stimpy singing happy happy joy joy, all because heaven forbid I have anxiety and depression. All because I didnt suck it up fast enough and just settle for the life Im stuck with :(
@lycan9826
Hey Ill go with you to Knotts Berry Farm! lol I understand how you feel about isolating yourself from people. Sometimes I think its important to take the time to figure out just you. Also, it allows you to see who you is really there for you and supporting you. I say if a person and family member is trying to hangout with you or show that they really care give them a try.
Although I'm not scared I am worried about the operation I'm having tomorrow
I am feeling sad as I feel that I can't finish anything. I am so lost and I don't know what to do.
I'm alive.
@tluper6491
You should not feel sad about that. That is an achievement. The fact that you have survived whatever problems you have faced and are still living and breathing right now is one incredible achievement. I understand life can be horrible and torture, but you are really strong for making it this far. Look around you and find something positive every day that makes you happy to be alive. Whether you are surviving or just existing, I find you incredibly brave and strong for making it this far, and I know you can do this. I have faith in you. If you need to speak to me, message me on my profile. I am here for you. You are not alone.
I'm sad I feel a need to turn everything negative
that i exist
That someone can know you for 20+ years and be your best friend and biggest fan and yet they prove through words or actions that they still don't know a damn thing about me. That they can easily assume such horrible and despicable things about me no matter what I do or say to prove otherwise. Makes me sad and angry at the same tine.
Yes I have made mistakes and have done and said things I regret, and heaven knows I have apologized numerous times and loudly and have vowed to make amends but they don't and shouldn't define me as a person. Yet apparently they do :(
I can't talk to the only person who cares about me.
I'm sorry your having trouble talking to that special person in your life I know how difficult that can be. If there is any chance fight for the you care about
I feel so sad today. I tried not. But I couldnt. I wish I can be a good writer. I finally published my poetry at Wattpad and I think I expected way too much. Because I dont even get a single reader. Wattpad is not a place for me I guess. I know this is stupid. And I tried not to be sad. But I just am disappointed with myself because I thought I could write and at the end I received nothing. F*ck this. I cannot even write.
@RynaLibra
I just want compliments over what I am doing, but I guess that is just too much for me.
@RynaLibra I see that this situation is really frustrating for you. It's totally understandable,if I was you I would've been too. If can help you a little, I know it's frustrating to put a lot of effort on something and then receive nothing positive back. Unfortunately,not everyone will see our art but if you continue doing what you like you might get some feedback eventually. Do what you love the most xx
