One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
That my dad recently passed away. 68 was too young!
I was diagnosed with depression today. I suspected for a while but somehow the actual diagnosis doesn
Is that I can be the self guy I was two years ago. Focused, dedicated, and know where am i headed.
I feel sad about nothing, which is stupid, I don't even know why I'm sad. But all I seem to do lately is cry and feel really low :(
@CelestialPheonix
Same with me. Out of nowhere I'll start sobbing and scratching myself, and I don't know why.
@CelestialPheonix I feel the same way and I don't know how to process it.
Life not being anywhere near what was planned.
Only one?...
I don't feel like I fit in anywhere, making me seem awkward and pushing all my friends away. I got 55% in my test and everyone else got 80% so my teacher is making me do it again. Everyone says stuff like ughh I hate school I'm so bad at everything I'm so going to fail the exam when in actual fact they do really well and it annoys me do much because I become dependant on being able to relate to people so hearing them basically lie to my face gives me trust issues
My guy best friend who I have a crush on also has a crush on me. But we aren't dating. He said he is going to the same college as me so we were really excited about that. But tonight he decided to tell me that he was lying all along and he is moving to another country for his studies. So all this time he was lying over and over again and now he is saying that it is fine and he will see me once in a while. My heart is shattered into million pieces right now..........
@adaptableSky787 I have been there. I'm 35 now, when I was a senior in HS I had a boyfriend in college. Dated for 3 years then found out he had been cheating all along, never loved me, just used me. He joined the peace Corp and moved to a foreign country to teach. Between the time we broke up and about 3 years ago he would email me intermittently just to say hi and see how I was. He had such balls to do that but kept reminding me of what he did to me. I don't know why I never changed my email, I finally did one day tho and he will never have that control over me again. I was so "in love" or I thought so. I married..had kids...divorced...now with someone who is worthy of my time who treats me like an angel, someone who really loves me. Dont spend all ur time looking for someone he will come when time is right. Dont let your world revolve around one person, dont put your happiness in their hands. You have to be happy and content with who you are. You have to know where you are going in life first. I married young and I regret it, people change so much in their 20s! Enjoy life, do what u want before settling down. He obviously doesn't deserve you!!
My kids are at their dads, my boyfriend is working late...I cant figure out dinner...ugh
One thing I feel sad about today is that I am still alive. That I woke up this morning. That the overdose that nearly killed me failed, If I'd been found an hour later I would 've got my heart's desire and no more life.
@sooty41 you dont need to hurt yourself if you need to talk then please use the 7 cups site and get in touch with someone if you message me I will answer you are not alone in your struggle you are loved and cared about
