One thing I am feeling sad about today is...

I don't really know if I've broken up with my bf. I wish he'd talk to me. I'm a fool for waiting and hoping that he'll talk to me. And I wonder, how does he sleep at night? Cause obviously I'm having a hard time..

Past hurts and abuse that have caused me pain

I've been feeling hopeless in general. I am very talented and intelligent but I often wonder whether any of that will ever matter and whether I'll be able to support myself financially and stuff.

Losing my job

That I

Missing my best friend a lot today so I think I will be sad for a long while.

A relationship that ended about four months ago. Sometimes it just hits me hard that it

Being alone in this house all day. Just me and my animals laying around

I feel like I have lost most of my friends and I don't know why. They don't seem to care anymore. And it's gotten worse since moving away. Everyone is moving on and I'm stuck where I am.

I can't even end my own life right nothing has worked i'll never be able to escape