One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
My therapist is leaving. She found a great job and I am not mad but I feel scared and sad and alone.
6 dreams I have, 3 have been lifelong, 2 are semi lifelong and 1 is new. 1 of the 3 lifelong one I have had to give up on as it is impossible now.
The dreams?
1) To fill all the Pokedexes in Pokemon games
2) A career in the gaming industry
3) A future with someone my heart wants, more special if it's an existing friend
4) An incredible social existence with the group of friends I helped form
5) Visit as many amusement parks and ride as many rides as possible before I die
6) Have an awesome stash of retro games and systems and enjoy both alone and with friends.
The dream that I have had to given up on? No. 3 :(
The other dreams still possible is a happy thing, enjoying them alone whether I like it or not, very sad thing :(
EVERYTHING......I just wanna curl up and cry bc the alternative isn't the best or the healthiest rn
I no longer have an interest or desire to do things that I used to enjoy .The activities that would once bring me happiness and laughter now only seem like a burden or a struggle.
Im alone at home pregnant and my boyfriend took all his things and Im afraid Im going to lose this baby and have nothing
@fairmindedOwl6264
Hi I'm sorry that your bf left you at such a significant time. I am also pregnant and alone. Maybe we can support each other?
I would love to support you through your pregnancy. Please message me as I have no idea how to private message users. @Mashedpotato364
@fairmindedOwl6264
I don't think we can message each other unless one of us is a listener. And I know I'm not. Ive seen other users create forum posts to chat with each other of you are ok with things being pubic? We could do it in the pregnancy section
Feeling to binge eat, want to cry now.
I normally love to shop, but lately I just feel it's another chore
@Rebekahwriter13 same:(
@ilovememesxoxo is just depressed feeling or that you have to budget? Mine is very tight budget and my location, I have to watch what I get as it's a very tight living space.
I feel inadequate in ever aspect of my life. I
feel sad and crushed by a lot of losses . the news is too depressing. feel sad i cant find my soulmate. feel like abuse is the gift that keeps on giving. feel i have no place in this world. wonder how many feel like me. tired of ptsd. it makes my life hell. tired of putting on a mask. battling bad thoughts every day. wonder if any of it is true, or if when you die you just find peace. questioning my childhood faith and a lot of things today. tired of being me, i have no company.
I was sad earlier because I am at a Festival that I used to do with my ex friend. I just heard from her via letter and she still does not want be friends or be with me.
