One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

leaving people behind because I might be toxic for them.

I'm feeling sad about the fact that I have more than most people and still can't find a way to be happy. I think about suicide every day. I don't understand why I can't just be normal.

loneliness, procrastination, nonexistent math skills

This year is almost over and I have nothing to show for it. Nothing of note happened other than I got a year older.

Don't even know why I feel so sad. It's basically my whole existence is sad

Only my girlfriend and one other person who is her friend have showed up for my birthday party. I'm feeling very much lacking friends and sad that I don't mean anything to more people. I'm trying to look happy but I'm sitting here wanting to cry. And my girlfriend is stressed and tired so her energy is also a bit hard to deal with. I just feel like running.

When uncertainty suddenly shows up and the only person you want is thousands of miles away😭 When you really miss your favorite human and need his hug🌞

Didn

Today I am sad because I feel like my husband lost interest in me and likes one of my employees. He wont admit it but I can tell... he wont have a conversation with her but when I hired her I noticed both of them kept looking at each other from time to time. I used to be a makeup artist until I opened my business and didnt have time to get dolled up so these past few years Ive sort of let go of myself due to me paying more attention to my business but recently I got married *not even a year ago* and my husband has seen me on my worst days...well he made a comment today and said you look beautiful today... now youre wearing make up because you have competition now and I know he was talking about the new employee. I felt so heart broken. Im struggling with depression but this really made me feel worse

That I keep being disappointed and let down by people I open my heart to. How can someone who told me they loved me, how important I was to them, how much I meant to them, just flip a switch out of nowhere one day and then act like I dont exist? How does this happen?