One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
Constant loneliness and lack of intimacy.
@Laura i will never be able to apologise to Sonia.
I am sad about being so lonely and having been rejected one again without a reason... what is wrong with me???
Today I
Im feeling sad because Im crying again, cause of you, Because Im hurt and because I love you and you dont care anymore. No matter how much I wish youd talk to me youre not here and I need you.
I am sometimes to depressed to go to work.
@janicea1170 Do you have a job where you can take days off easily?
that i feel like im hurting people even now when im trying be just alone and better person
That I am not a better friend
One thing I am sad about today... My husband does not understand depression, although he thinks he does. And, today, he told me that I need to snap out of it and be the perfect wife, or leave, that I need to make up my mind within a couple days, and do it.
Like I can do that... Like I can do either...
@gemtwin
And I thought I had it rough with my partner...Do you think he would agree to see your therapist with you to better understand?
@considerateTree2184 Sorry for delay. I had a good couple of months I guess, and didn't get back on here. Thanks for your comment! See, here's the thing... I don't really do doctors, so, I'm not seeing a therapist. But, if I were... not sure if he would or not. It's like he believes in me one minute, thinks I'm just "sad" or "milking it" the next. He loves ultimatums. And, telling me that I am a sinner. That's most helpful. (ugh) I've tried to tell him love and support will work best, but, his temper takes over if I'm not "behaving properly" and he spews out a bunch of stuff. I try to ignore it all, and not remember the things he says, but, that's not always easy.
I'm sad because I am going on a month and a week of a bout of depression and tiredness. I can work, but I'm zoned out. It is all I can do to just clean the kitchen or wash the car. I don't know how long I can keep going in this way. A few things do keep me awake, but then it is right back to before.
I was hoping that the current drug trial I'm in would go better. It hasn't so far. I go back Tuesday.