One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

My husband my me feel like im a nothing i tried to talk to him but he don't listen to me .He blame me for stuff that i never didn't And think hes hiding something and i lost my mom and he was not on my side everything always about his family and he's not here for the people that was here when they talked about him like he was a dog.. . I don't think i fit in his life

Allowing fear and anxiety to stand in the way of moving forward. I feel like I'm just running around in a neverending cycle of fear and anxiety that threatens to engulf me. Some days I think I may never break out of this cycle.

That I still hate myself even though I have people who love me.

The lack of safety in mine and my girlfriend lives, and my inability to do much of anything about it.

I miss my mother. I have much grief because I never processed this before. I guess this is a red flag that I need to.

My anxiety is flaring up and I feel terrible...

Basicallyimadepressedmotherfu< €r

life rotting in garbage bin bout to turn 34 my life is a lonely miserable waste i have nothing to look 4ward to. Im pathetic. Failing at life. Icantprove2myself that i can makeitinthis world where i dont freakinbelong. Im a joke that isnt funny. Next thing i know ill be 40 and ill know for sure ive blown it. Chancesradically diminish. Icantbeloved willneverfindlove willneverfindmyway in this f___d up world where I dont belong...

Being in a body that makes me uncomfortable and suicidal and makes people misjudge who I am.

All my trauma and how constantly it affects me and all my partner's trauma and how it affects her and both of ours affects the relationship

I'm dwelling on the idea that I probably ruined my brother's wedding and that all of his friends think I'm a narcissist. Which is probably true.