One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

Feeling like this is it...like it's not going to get any better, and I should just be happy with what I got.

Feeling not connected to anyone. I want to have a relationship, have someone who loves me and understands me, but I have issues with being opened, trusting people, and communicating my feeling. When people trying to socialize with me, I feel pressure and then just want to avoid them. Sometimes I wish I could communicate better and there is someone who cares enough for me to truly listen what my heart wants to talk.

I miss my late Mother she was always able to make me smile. Having her to talk to was such a gift. Now when I need to talk I think about her and it makes me cry I miss her so. Life at 55 is so lonely....😥

I miss my ex so bad...we had a horrible ending to our relationship. I hated her for a bit. She got really mean and it was awful and I got super triggered and scared of her. But I know she never meant to be that way. She apologized profusely. We are both trauma survivors and so I get that she dissociates and does things that are uncharacteristic for her.

We're friends now. It's super nice. But I feel so much for her. Idk what it is. I don't really feel romantically I don't think but I feel something that doesn't fit as just friendship. I feel this huge desire to have her in my life forever. She's my priority. When I think about moving to another state I don't want to bc I want to be near her. I text her first thing when I wake up and also when I go to bed, as well as talking all day. I love spending time with her. I want to defend her and protect her when I see her getting invloved with people who don't treat her well. I'm so much closer to her and she is such a bigger part of my life than the person I am currently dating. I want to take care of her forever and I want to make sure I take care of myself which is why I couldn't be with her for a bit but now wondering if we had a very untraditional relationship if it would work. I'm wondering if we had strong boundaries to keep things feeling safe if it'd work. I just feel so sad at the thought of her just being a friend for the rest of our lives.

I miss my dog.

I have a big To-do-list that I must get it done.

I dont have friends to hang out. Ive been feeling hopeless

That I could not get any food from the community pantry I need jump through some more hoops to qualify and I am hungry ☹️

Feeling like im a parasite to everyone i meet and thats why i cant keep friends or relationships, they get tired of me quick

period, moody af, this cycle has been semi pleasant, omg I am super moody and wanted to eat a lot, then I found out my cousin got knocked up me, me It could be worse I love my period lmao. Its rough sometimes I need to vent it out, yall with me.