One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

That everytime I tried to feel better about my bad day, it kept getting worse.

I can feel you up obsessed, but I don't what you are obsessed about. Are you mad, sad hungry ? I wish i knew just let me know. Is it another man? It sure feels like it. I wish i was a different man but for my self so I can move on easier. I wish you would open up that beautiful heart god gave you. I may never get to know you that way and that maybe how God wants it.

When people don't give me a chance.

I let myself and everyone else down. And I couldn't manage to get my mind off things i shouldn't put it on. And I don't know what was wrong with me or what was right or should it really happened though. i don't know if that was even maybe it was just all me. Yeah what's on my head aren't all real. The hell am I saying

I can

My fathers struggle to live at 77 in the ICU in Ogden Utah. He is on a breathing tube and unconscious struggling with pneumonia. My heart breaks everyday I sit and watch him struggling and pray the universe spares his life. I don

I have to give someone I care about some bad news and I was confronted with the fact that I

Time feels like a loop and everyday feels the same, the only difference being how shitty I feel and what's making me feel that way

That my poor 77 year old father is still on a ventilator in the hospital ICU and is too weak for them to take him off because he is too weak to even cough yet. He is so thin it breaks my heart to see.....🙏😢🙏

I lost my job and I am back at home, which I hate.