One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}

I'm sad because last night I decided to watch this documentary called life in a day and I looked down at my phone and heard a gun shot so I looked back up and there was a drowsy cow and I was like omg did they just shoot that cow, the I saw them shoot it in the head again so I turned the TV off as they got the knife to its neck :( it made me so mad that there was no warning! I get that this happens around the world but it was so unnecessary to put it in the film and especially awful not to warn people! I read some reviews afterwards and apparently there was a bad scene with a goat! it might not seem like a big deal to people but that made me sick! I'm an animal lover and I don't eat meat so I don't need to be told that this is what happens, I know, thats why I don't eat meat! The poor cow was in this small thing that had metal around it, it could barely move and it was distressed and then shot in the head, which must've hurt because it didn't die so they shot it again! I'm furious that I saw that right before going to sleep! I can't stop thinking about it! :(

I feel sad because I had just ignore a person I had an appointment with, he is a nice guy but toooo much asking for attention, I can't communicate or go out so often. I didn't tell him I don't really want it, and we appointed a meeting, but finally I just 'got frozen' and said I will not.

I am a little sad that my friend who I have feelings for doesn't want a romantic relationship with me. We talked about that and other stuff for two hours today and I am glad we did. We have a very strong friendship and I am grateful for that. I needed to know the truth to set me free. I will be okay, I handled that pretty well. I do feel somewhat rejected but that's no ones fault, and in time I'll move past those feelings as well. Learning a lot lately, and I am doing the best I can.

I don't feel appreciated. I do so much for someone and I just don't feel like they get it or appreciate it.

I have yet to find my direction in this world.

I hate myself. I'm a bad person. I'm mean, ungrateful and difficult to be around. No one likes me. I want to hurt myself but can't even make myself do that.

This is ridiculous but I

I don't know how far in the process of therapy and trying to be healthy until I feel better, and it feels like I have to just keep forcing myself forward.

I want so badly to be happy and have a good life and I don't even know what to do to get there.

im sad that you get away with ripping off innocent people with your $150 charge for fake therapy !