One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
feeling like i've lost or never had the most important thing to me
I'm sad today becuse the people that I was having fun with are ignoring me :(
I just wanted us to be friends :(
Being home alone with nobody to talk to
That my boyfriend doesn't understand me and doesn't try to..
@flowersandfruits I can totally relate. It brings me down too. I feel like my partner is judging me more then trying to understand me.
I love my brother but I am sure he doesn't love me back. I love my brother more than my mom or dad but he recently hit me hard. I never told my mom about it.
@adaptablePlane1154 People show their feelings differently. But if someone hits you, you shouldn't keep your mouth shut about it. Talk to someone, even if it's not your parents, just open up. Also, do not lower your head to anyone, no matter how much you love them. That was very disrespectful from him, especially because you love him so much, as you just said. Hope things will get better soon.
I get depressed every year around my birthday. It's next week. I was never allowed to celebrate my birthday growing up, but I've always wanted to. I also am not planning on telling anyone it's my birthday. Why? Because it hurts less when they forget. You tell someone it's your birthday, and they say "Oh? Happy birthday, then", but they don't really care and it's almost like I have to request them to say it. It doesn't really mean anything. I've always wanted a party with friends and a cake, where I get presents and feel really special. But I've never gotten one, and I get depressed every October every year.
I haven't told my boyfriend it's my birthday next week, either. I doubt he remembers. I only told him that I'd like to take the train up to see him next week. He said he'd try to make sure I have a nice day, although he doesn't know why it's so important to me. I hope he shows up. Transportation is very hard on us, so we aren't able to see each other for long periods of time. And he has a bad habit of showing up late or not at all. In early September, he told me he was taking the train up to see me, but he didn't tell me he wasn't able to make it until two hours after he said he would be there. Now, next week, I really want to see him, but I'm so afraid that he won't show up. I just want to have a nice birthday, but I know it won't happen, because it never has and never will.
@OctoberIvy I totally understand you. I'm always depressed but when it's around my birthday I get miserable. And I've been planning to stop telling people about my birthday as well. But in this case, I think you should tell your boyfriend. I know you don't want to say anything because a part of you want him to remember by himself, but don't you think you would feel sad if you spend the day with him and he doesn't wish you a happy birthday? I mean, you could have fun but a part of you would feel bad if he doesn't remember it by himself. Telling him will make sure that he won't forget and try even harder to make your day the best, and seeing how hard he'd try, it'd make you feel more important and loved.
Loss
My parents are in heaven and can't give me advice
I feel like my boyfriend doesnt engage with me enough... I try to open conversations, but he just gives one word answers. I feel sad, alone, and unworthy.
@RabbitEars =S Do you feel maybe he isn't serious with you?
@Totheskyandbeyond that
@RabbitEars He could be true to himself and to you... Maybe he is in denial or something. That happens. Just hope that he doesn't hurt himself and you too. =S
@RabbitEars You shouldn't feel unworthy because of anyone. You have to find yourself intersting, worthy and be enough for yourself even when you're alone before you're in a relationship. If he doesn't help you to feel like that, maybe you deserve someone better, who'll give you the value your deserve, but you gotta figure out what value is that, cause it's probably more than what you believe right now.
I'm feeling sad because my parents never seem to appreciate anything I do
@goldenDog8680 I guess all it's left to do it's to acknowledge when you do something good and auto-congratulate you hehe
@Totheskyandbeyond haha yes!