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One thing I am feeling sad about today is how I've treated my loved one lately. Less than two weeks ago I packed my things and moved to start anew in the hopes that new surroundings and experiences would help combat my depression. The fact that she was here waiting for me made the prospect all the more appealing.
Unfortunately, we've had some considerable issues since my arrival, and the root of these problems lies with my afflictions. The other day she came to know a side of me that she didn't know existed, nor could she understand it. I'm not abusive by any means, but when my depression gets the best of me I am desperate for help and don't always handle it well. In this instance my coping mechanism hurt her deeply, and ever since I've been hating myself for it.
I'm treating her well and working on changing, but when my mind gets the best of me it seems like a futile attempt and even though I want to be with her more than anything I fear that the best thing for her is to be without me.
Today I feel sad about a email I got from my mum. She has been having a hard time because my father thinks her hobbies are frivolous, among other problems. Today she sent me an email expressing her hurt and sadness about this. I am glad she feels I am someone she can talk to but I am sad for her. When I read the email I cried because it is clear to see how much it effects her. I wish I could be there for her more. I am sad I can not support her as fully as she has throughout my life.
One thing I'm feeling sad about is work. Everyday I come into work and I feel like I want to quit. I feel like a failure & a nobody and I'm not doing anything valuable. I sit with a team that I don't work with directly but even when everyone is sharing jokes, I'm always ignored. At lunch today, I sat with a girl from the team and tried talking to her but she was constantly on her phone, didn't attempt to make conversation and then started calling the bank to sort out her credit card, it was very clear she would rather be anywhere in the world than sit and talk to me.
This is seriously affecting my self worth and any advice on how to deal with this would be greatly appreciated.
Having a sad day today. Thinking about the past and realising what Ive lost.
I don't have any friends, and I can't move alone in life.
I feel useless, like no purpose at all today and that makes me sad. No money to go out and vent out. Just here trapped on this apartment. With my fears and inner critic talking.
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I feel like a failure and so hopeless..
Im feeling sad today about the things I cant control. Those things are making me feel hopeless and Ive never felt this hopeless before.
Im feeling sad today about the things I cant control. Those things are making me feel hopeless and Ive never felt this hopeless before.