One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
@Laura
the food i ate yesterday and my family. thanksgiving is rough...
I'm either not enough or just enough for the moment. I am used over and over again and i just let it happen. I don't stop anybody because I feel like I deserve to feel like trash. I'm made into a monster so much that I can start to see the monster that I am supposedly being.
One thing Im feeling sad about is I have serious doubts about a relationship Im in and I just wander if Im being played or if theyre serious for me. My track record for dating is horrible as I find people who just take advantage of my good nature and use me for whatever they can get.
Ive decided that if this relationship doesnt work, that Im done trying. Its just too hard to keep putting yourself and your heart out there for people to just use abuse and destroy another little piece of me.
@Starvingartist0124 I'm sorry this has happened to you. Just like there are users out there, there are good loving people that will see you and not what you can give them. Don't give up. That special person will come and you'll know it or the one you are with. Look them in the eyes. You will know.
I've been so unproductive with work no matter what I do.
Years are going by more quickly and i still dont feel any more wiser.
I have made nothing of my life and i FEEL FROZEN TO DO SO.
@blissedNblessed
I feel exactly the same way and I just have no energy or motivation to try harder I wish I did though
I only had a can of sardines to eat all day to and after being gone from my apartment to work and back after 11 hrs I rode about a mile and a half to get some food with a small birthday gift $ I received. When I got back to my apartment I was so weak I collapsed with my bike and all the bags of groceries on my handlebars onto the ice cold concrete. I am really sore I am already struggling with spinal pain issues. Not a nice way to end an extremely rough day.
One thing I am sad about is that I ate too much today and that I've gained weight.
One thing I am sad about is how much I have eaten today
@Laura my friends seem to not care that much about me.... I also forget everything and have such a hard time concentrating on things! Everything is so frustrating!
@Ylisse
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