One thing that is contributing to my depression is....
Having my opportunities on hold.
I was about to get a great job through a work program, and finally get somewhere in my studies... I was about to volunteer, travel, get a car, save up for a new apartment this summer, and had a handful of plans with my friends and my boyfriend. This month was a crucial month for me. Now, due to this virus, everything's on hold for me. It's like the Universe is teasing me! Having had severe psychotic depression since I was young due to C-PTSD, I really was getting better and getting my life on track. Everything's taken away now, and idk for how long. Weeks? Months?
The main thing contributing to my depression is feeling like my whole life was starting to look a little more positive for it to be put on hold by the Pandemic.
2020 started off rough when I lost my job at a place I was being sexually harassed at daily. I crawled out of the rut and eventually found a new job and started seeking help then all this happens.
My anxiety.
my personality/character
My best friend knows about my depression. I thought I had his support, but I just found out yesterday I just annoy him by being down. Now he has blocked me on everything. This has made me so much worse.
@unassumingCar5478
I am so sorry your going through this pain and apparently this person wasn't a friend in reality. I too have found out that many people aren't friends after you trust them with so much. I'm trying hard myself how to deal with this and emotional feelings I'm trying to control.
@Connie2128
But I do think he is a friend, he just has his own life and can't tend to someone as needy as me day in, day out. Maybe I am too forgiving, but he has forgiven me much worse. If he is a true friend I will hear from him again.
@GCHJVB7978 Fuck,that's terrible!
Stay strong!
Try to make some friends here,on Reddit or on other sites instead.I'm sure you'll find some lovely people someday just don't give up yet.
This quarantine
my ex and i broke up due to circumstances. he moved on very fast and it has me questioning whether it was really due to circumstances or just because he loved another. he was my soulmate but i wasn't his. i wasn't enough for him. he doesn't miss me the way i miss him because i wasn't worth it. we're still best friends and i tell him everything except this. i'm also starting to feel like i annoy him as a best friend too. he's my only friend. without him i have no one.
Extreme Boredom and Loneliness
Feeling like everything I do is a mistake.
Did you notice that during forced isolation everything feels sharper than before? I began to notice this when I ran out of all the series. I began to watch the news and got a real panic, although I had not thought about it before. I talked with my friend and he advised me to take cbd wax. Its easier than pills and I can use it besides the basic treatment. I began to do so. It helped a little, but ... it's hard for me to talk about Italy with my neighbors. It seems to me that talking can drag trouble into my yard (