One word I'd use to describe my depression is.....

Crushing

Annoyed

Prison

Brutal

empty

Crushing

Exhausting

Bunker. Even if I might get hurt, I want to see the sun again some day.

Annoyed

Very difficult to deal with. I am feeling so screwed with my permanent spinal pain issue and the extreme cold. I have no car and must walk a long distance and use public transportation. It is very hard in freezing temperatures to do this in pain.