One word that describes my depression today is....
Consuming
Grey
Desperate.
Worthless
Busy
Desperate!!!
Hopeful (yes, finally!)
I reached out and finally accepted a prescription for depression/anxiety meds yesterday... I know it will be a while before they kick in, and I know I most likely have some ROUGH days ahead of me with side effects, etc... but I finally have a tiny glimmer of hope that I might start to feel better. I haven't had that hopeful feeling in a while.
Overwhelming.
@TarBear08 Sending healing thoughts your way - Hugs
Sleepy
Overwhelming.
I'm having a difficult time convincing myself I am worthy enough to apply for jobs -- I'm worried I won't get hired, worried I won't find something meaningful, worried I'm just a failure that has no way out, no purpose, no impact on myself or my community.
Self-worth is an incredible issue today. Believing I am a burden is an overwhelming issue today. Imposter syndrome is running HIGH today.
Overwhelmed. I am overwhelmed, overwhelmed, overwhelmed.
@JanieRose I have been where you are and find myself having the same thoughts sometimes. Only thing I can say is tomorrow is a new day.