One word that describes my depression today is....

grieving

Theres been a great deal of sadness and stress in the past few months but ever since I found the site, Ive been able to cope with it a little better each day. Whereas a few days ago, I was ready to walk out of my job in a raging tear filled fit which wouldve ruined my life as a result financially, today I was able to do my job, had a few thought provoking conversations with a great friend/co-worker of mine, got in and got out ending the day.

I call that a major win in my book. It may not have been a happy day necessarily but it surely wasnt a bad one and for that I am TRULY grateful.

Drowning. Or like walking in a lake that is almost drowning you and you need to keep your head up and struggle in order not to drown.

Overwhelming

I feel empty and worthless today. Yay.

Terrified.

Overwhelmed.

Angry and frustrated

Doubts

Grieving