One word that describes my depression today is....
Never ending
Unbearable.
Depressing
Its more like 3 words (Sorry, Im cheating), and those words are LAW OF ATTRACTION.
Why? The premise of LoA, as I read about it, is that if you constantly think positive, then good things will happen to you and if you walk around with a black cloud over your head all the time like Eeyore, then bad things will befall you.
The problem with the LoA line of thinking is ... it can lead to people blaming themselves when their lives become a hot mess and then they spiral into depression, because LoA states that if something bad happens to you (even if, for example, you develop cancer), its your fault and your thinking brought it all on. Therefore, I believe LoA can lead to depression.
Depression is deteriating, the feeling is unbearable and you cannot relate with anything. You have low energy to do anything and you have almost no interests on most things. There's also that feeling of being mentally harm when your under this metal illness/ Disease howeve they want to categorized it.
debilitating
death...only I'm still breathing
The LOA is just a scam. It was devised to scam people out of their money about 100 years ago. It is not a scientific law. The law of gravity is sciencetifficy proven. But this LOA isn't. The brain itself cannot command the universe to do anything. This scam that our brain emits such powerful energy to communicate to the universe is ridiculous. Our thoughts emit so little energy that they can't even penetrate out of our scull. It's come up again based on all of that mess again for more people to make it seem as though it is a law so that they can make money. There is no scientific basis to it. Yes thinking positively is good, but it is necessary to act and do. Thoughts alone cannnot make someone's life change. Yes, think positively and go out and do and act. The only certainty to life is that there is no certainty, but this does not mean that you cannot make your life better. Look at your life and do the best that you can. All of us will have good and bad days. Aim to be content with your life. What makes you happy? Do it! Ignore all of this chaos created by this psudoscience sold by these LOA scam artists! Let it go. It is too dangerous to play with your mind using LOA.
Hopeless
Sad and lonely