One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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Empty
Ashamed
If the last 5 years have made me realize anything, it would be exactly how low on the social ladder I really am and how difficult I apparently am to be around and just how much of a crappy friend and person I apparently really am.
When you enjoy the things and places you love 100% of the time no matter how much you reach out and how much in advance you reach out, definitely proves something is not right.
Unappreciated 💔
Feverish and tired of my family screaming shut up at each other
@HappyDucky8
That's a tough one when you love your family. You want them to be happy I understand that. You must feel as though your caught in the middle of a war zone.
Tired
Nervous
Broken ......💔
My partner finished our relationship 5 days ago
@courteousBlueberry4361
so sorry to hear that:( sending hugs❤️
reflective
Ashamed
wished my best friends merry Christmas; got the anticipated reply. Deafening silence.
When does the punishment end? When does the shunning end?
been 3 years already, guess its lifelong.
I know Im not perfect and I know I have made mistakes, never realized I was expected to be perfect and that my mistakes would be forever used against me :(
Already vowed to make amends, feel really bad about myself every day, have already given up on spending my life with anyone, have vowed to never fall in love again and have renounced all romantic love, and have accepted spending the rest of my life alone. What more must I do to end the shun? Im not a mind reader. When they say ghosting/the silent treatment is cruel, it sure is :(
ALONE.
@Tigger76rty. Do you want to talk?
@inventiveFarm5285
Yes, desperately.. Im totally alone, and sometimes wonder if im slowly going crazy. Idk, usually i can shake the feeling, but lately things have just gotten ott.
@Tigger76rty,I can relate.i know that's not much help.but tired of being stepped on by people.
@inventiveFarm5285
I just wish i knew my purpose in life. I mean, what the heck is this thing all about. And why do some find life so easy, while others its a daily struggle to just survive.....
