One word to describe my depression today is...
Today I feel ungreatful, guilty, bad, hopeless,useless, pointless, stupid, and the crave of selfharm is a huge as the universe if not bigger.
Trying to use this website to let out how I feel althought I'm not new to this website I feel like as I were.
Upsetting
Pain
Numb. My birthday is tomorrow and I cannot feel any excitement or motivation. I just want to disappear.
@sadqueerperson
hey, last year I had one of the worst days of my life on my birthday-it was a day Ill never forget. This year, screw it-Im going to have a nice day no matter what, no matter WHAT.
Tomorrow is YOUR day, dont let anything or anyone take that from you.
Happy birthday man, I hope it goes ok.
@sadqueerperson
WHat @easywater is saying is true. Tomorrow is indeed YOUR day and absolutely no one can snatch that away for you. You enjoy that day and make it your own as it is well deserved.
Latent.
Gloomy, with a slight chance of golden sparkles.
Today it feels obvious like I can't hide it from myself or push it down
Bad and too obvious. I sleep top much because my stupid fucking brain doesn't know how to be happy
@galactai I feel the same way. Sleeping is a great way to avoid feeling.
Today, my depression feels Innsurmountable.
Evident
