One word to describe my depression today is...

I'm not sure how to describe my depression....I feel like all my life I was in some type of depression...but lately I've been very low..and if I had to describe what it's like now, I would say depression surrounding loneliness and loss.

Heavy

Paralyzing

Unproductive

vulnerability

quietly omipresent

returning

Emptiness

Overpowering

Gone