One word to describe my depression today is...

Gone

Acceptance

Dull.

Sinking

Incapacitating

Numb

Mysterious.

and heres a few more words-what is the point to my life? So Ive graduated, gotten a career, married, have a child...all my gifts, my success, my contributions and Im so sad inside. My most vulnerable part of me is my own child whom I know I cant totally control or protect and this scares me. Everything Ive done so far cant take away my pain. So its a mystery to me why Im even here.

Exhausting

Self-depreciating

Hindering