One word to describe my depression today is...
Chronic
fickle
like a fool I've been acting like a clown i was so proud of myself this morning my house work was completed really early i thought i could have some me time before my other house work but no i had a email i got angry i started sending emails and phoning making an idiot out of myself it didn't stop there i know someone for years saw them speaking to my enemy my enemy walked passed me and smirked my enemy only did this to provoke me that person usually don't even have time for no one I'm hurting I've lost confidence
@tallSugar4889
I'm sorry to hear that. I had an issue at work recently with someone I trusted possibly complaining about me behind my back, and this was someone I akso confided in when my best friend passes away nearly a month and a half ago. It's ridiculous because it seems like people will put friendships aside because of workplace politics.
Even if a supposed friend is talking about me behind my back, it probably isn't really personal because people will lie and fake all the time to get ahead and kiss up to the boss.
That being said, I hope some true friends will come your way soon. It's hard for me to make friends because of social anxiety, so it doesn't happen just like that for me, but hopefully, for both of us and all those dealing with shyness or social anxiety, it will happen
thank you 😊for your kind words means so much @AbbyHarris1976
@tallSugar4889
Youre welcome! 🙂 Thats what were here for. 👍
Suicidal.
@Maethor57
Hang in there mate. It's not worth the heartache it causes. People will miss you. Speak up & reach out.
Intense.
back seat driver
Crushing.
exhausting and lonely
gratitude
@tallSugar4889
Its good to count our blessings and be thankful for what we have. I also do not put much stock in those who brag about how many friends they have or those who post on social media continuously about how happy and fun their lives are compared to mine because its all about quality with me, not quantity.
Defeating. I am losing.