Depression rant
Sometimes I feel so horrible about myself. There are actual people in the world with actual problems like poverty and starvation and cancer, and here I am, feeling depressed in my perfectly good life. What is wrong with me?
Depression is like being a dead body and trying to live and when you do youre a horror story.
I can't deal with this alone .. But I don't know how to get help.. I feel everyone around me hates me and I even hate myself. I try to be positive but always go back to the negative. It's like I'm a walking zombie I'm alive but dead inside.
Hiya, there. I am a YouTuber, who has amazing friends and a very supportive family. I switched schools last year because I was being bullied. At that time, I started suffering from severe depression. Now, I'm very happy with my life. People often say that I'm a very happy-go-lucky person.
Two months ago, I got diagnosed with severe depression again. For no reason. Aparently, I have a genetic predisposition to being depressed. My friends don't believe it and they tell me I'm asking for attention.
My point is, I have felt so, so many times like you do. And over time, I've come to realize that depression is this demon who doesn't discriminate based upon reason. It isn't your fault, and it isn't something you can control. Your problems are valid. You deserve happiness, but the first thing to remember is that it is okay to not be okay. You didn't choose things to be this way, but this is the way they are. You are a strong person, because you're getting through everyday, aren't you? Well, at least you're trying to.
Some days, the only thing that I can truly say I did, was that I survived. Thanks so much for what you said. You've made my day a lot better :)
Some days, the only thing that I can truly say I did, was that I survived. Thanks so much for what you said. You've made my day a lot better :)