Empty and constantly crying.

Hi @scarletSummer7026,

Good that you're here.

Is there any particular reason behind your emotional state? A chain of events leading to this? Or some mood disorder has been going on?

I can tell from my own experience it feels heavy when you're unable do to and communicate things. However, from my current perspective, I can tell many of these fears and feelings seem not reasonable from a third person's perspective. But I understand that at some dark, miserable moments, they feel the heaviest.

Have you thought of trying to tell "I feel xyz" to someone like your boyfriend, or someone unrelated&distanced, e.g. a mental health professional?

Hope you'll feel better soon.