Everything is building up
I spend all of my time in bed and I cant get myself to do any work. All aspects of my life are going badly. The person I love moved to the other side of the world and all I want is to be with them, im struggling to get my grades up to get into uni because I cant do work, my family is driving my crazy and I've lost almost all of my friends. Every so often it all hits me at once and the only way that I can see these problems going away is if I just die. I dont want to hurt the person that I love because he hates that he cant be there for me. I dont know what to do. I cant get myself to do anything that can help me. Ive been depressed for so long that my the only memories I have of being totally happy are when I was under the age of 11. I dont know how to be happy
Dear @JellyCats,
It sounds to me like you're unhappy just now and I'm sorry that's the case you poor thing. I just want to say well done for posting on here about how you're feeling - I can imagine it wasn't easy and this is a good way for you to find support. Can I ask if you have or would consider seeking some professional advice about the way you're feeling?
Please feel free to message me or other listeners any time - we're all here for you :)
heyy, I m sorry u r feeling this way. U might or might not know this but u are stong enough to deal with this. Atleast u have hope with, hope to be reunited with him someday.
take care