I am feeling a little sad this holiday season because......
Making regretted decision lately, made my family living in unhappy.
Insomnia keeps me from being my best self. I feel guilty for just wanting to get through the day, for not being the joyful and attentive mother I expect myself to be. I have higher expectations than i seem to be able to live up to. I was extremely sad tonight because I didn't put presents under the tree, my boyfriend did while i "napped" ( I only got 4 hours of sleep tonight.) And then that sadness grew because I was so upset and I started feeling hopeless and lost inside all of this lack of optimism.
@quietRaspberries6714 , go meditation, sit straight and focus breath in and out, tired yourself clean your mind with oxygen will make you sleep better
My in laws and ex are freezing me out and stopped all communication with me about my daughter. Next year will involve family court and that upsets me terribly. She's only 5. She will want her mum. It's been over 7 months since I saw her.
because christmas last year ruined christmas for me this year and possibly forever
Because this time of year the states that separate me from my family seem a lot bigger and the fact that I can't spend time with them is far more present in my mind.
My uncle passed away this month, it's like everyone's built up another layer instead of growing together.
I'm all alone for both my birthday and Christmas.
because my family hate me to the bone and I wonder every day how are they. Much much better then me that I can see. ,,"Baby Satan,"
I recently found out that the most important person to me has heart problems and she's gone to get an ultrasound but nobody's gotten any results yet. My anxiety is killing me and my thoughts aren't very good about this, is it wrong to think," I have to prepare myself cause there goes another loved one?" Am I jumping to conclusions and giving up too fast? I just can't think of losing my closest friend, she's one of the reasons why I'm still here. I really hope this break ends well, for everyone else too. Happy Holidays
Because my boyfriend broke up with me right before Christmas. I didnt fly home because I was supposed to be with him
@dee721 So sorry to hear that. Only time can heal that wound. I hope you have a better holiday than you anticipate.
@dee721now you must be with parents
else you can't handle this break up alone
