I am feeling a little sad this holiday season because......
....this year hasn't gone to plan, despite me putting in so much effort. People say I can try harder in the New Year but I've already been doing my best and it just doesn't seem good enough.
Because I live alone in a foreign country while family members back home are dealing with cancer. And Im miss my boyfriend who I only get to see twice a month.
Because I miss my grandmother a lot. She left us almost 3 years ago.
Because i have one day off work and i hate my job and i hate my days ahead and don't feel like myself.
The older I get, the more I feel disconnected from family who are all in other states. I'm in a rough spot in my life and it feels like I don't have an support system to help.
@Sdnf4Iawu i feel the same way ... depressed very unhappy - so sad i feel like i could just die
@oldtree68 I felt that way this morning when I woke up. However my dad called and I spoke to him about 4 minutes. Keep in mind I'm not that close with my dad and did not grow up with him at all. But that 4 minute conversation really did lift my spirits and it got me out of that slump. So keep in mind that even small conversations with loved ones can significantly help you or even better help them.
don't feel like happy family
I feel sad because the everything is against me and simply because there's nothing to be happy about.
@eris7912 I'm sorry to hear that you feel that way. Take things day by day, one day at a time. Things will get better.
not because of the time of year, but feeling vulnerable and unwell with a cold. Also keep remembering things from the past which seem like recent. Sense of time is odd and keep feeling unreal and unsure if other people or events were real... Not uncommon for me to feel like that though.
Two months ago today my little sister passed away. It still doesnt feel real and i just want to stay curled up in the bed with my headphones and music.
@Rising265 So sorry for your loss 
