I feel most lonely when......

When I am awake

I think

Look at crowds full of people

I feel most lonely whenever I think about the guy I love and why we can never be together again.

I feel most lonely when everyone else is doing fun things with friends but im staying home.

This song helped me realize I'm not alone in being alone and its a bop <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E43rlysYbl4

You ever feel so lonely that you have conversations with other people that you want to talk to in your head. You imagine a scenario where people actually care about you and they want to hang out with you. Or you talk to yourself because you are your only friend a bad one, one that most of the time says terrible things however you are all you have. And when you do something great you give yourself a high five because someone has to be there to appreciate your achievements. Sadly, in the end, you are the only one who cares about yourself.

Sharing my feelings with loved ones only to have them invalidated and subjected to judgement

I look at large groups of people at a get together.

When no one responds to my messages, especially in a time of need

when I feel the need to vent out and have no one to talk to

or when I just cried my eyes out and there's no one to comfort me

sighs hugs to all!!!