I feel most lonely at night. During the day. Just when ever.
Im sitting next to my ex-wife and when Im not with her at all.
When someone just don't understand
I dont know what my life purpose
When I'm in a group of people I know and they all ask me to take their pictures, but no one wants a picture with me, or me in it.
Im alone with my loneliness
On holidays. I have no family, just my grown son. We both work for the same company, so we work on many holidays. Even Christmas.
It flares up randomly, but the loneliness can crop up even when I'm amidst friends. I easily feel like, despite being among them(on the internet, that is), I am still alone due to an emotional distance of 500 kilometers between us, simply because I have a very hard time feeling like I can truly relate to anyone. It sometimes feels like I am an otherworldly entity that is hiding on Earth under the disguise of a human person.
i'm taking a real hard exams.
Laying in bed at night when the house goes quiet or when I