Im always feeling lonely now most when Im all alone tho.... and it sucks
When I am with others and watching people have fun.
Laying in bed at night with my thoughts.
When I dont do something I really wanted to do.
Person I was waiting for chooses to spend time with not me.
When I have the option to do something then dont. When I can talk to someone and then dont. When I could have made myself feel better but didnt
When im around otherpeople, strangely.....
When i'm with people
When no wants to talk to me, or I try and they ignore me.
when i judge myself and assume others and judging me and project my insecurities and harsh words onto them.....that way I do not allow myself to open up or reach out.
im hit with a dounle whammie of isolation:
firts from me
second from what I percieve to be them
ugh
Im with my children and it never occurs to them to give me a hug.
When my girlfriend is away. Shes my support system