When I feel things that other people around me appear not to.
When I feel forced to say that I am okay and I am not. But I feel like a burden if I say so.
@Totheskyandbeyond You're not a burden! I know exactly how you feel, it feels awful pretending to be ok. Find someone you trust and be truthful with how you feel, or talk to someone here!
When i am with people who makes me feel like i am not wanted in this place
Oddly I feel most alone when I am in a crowd. I have never been good at meeting people. I am out going but often don't make eye contact or speak unless it starts by someone else. I notice couples, friends and families all chatting and having a good time and wonder often what is wrong with me.
@AndyDufresne1994
I get this way with eye contact, I miss being analyzed. Its funny now that I think of it. Used to look at people and wish I was them, normal in the noggin. Then I take another look and find that strange. It's like the begining of lost boys. Visites a small town, seemed like no matter how many hellos, doors openings not a single answered. Could of been a bad hairday though.
I dont feel understood, when I dont have any attention, and when I see other people filled with love and adoration for each other.
I think about myself
I feel like I'm useless and
When I remember times I didn't feel lonely and realise that they're not coming back.
When I'm with my friends and their friends. I always am afraid of being too needy or seeming strange to them, so I distance myself. I end up just staying back and feeling alone.
I'm breathing, it never goes away.
