When my online friends take a break, I feel alone.
Even if I have my family by my side, I still have this heavy weight on my shoulders.
I try to calm down, but it's hard to since they are a main support of my happiness.
They help me through problems, and just are overall amazing.
But I can't seem to help them myself, I try my best but it doesn't seem like I do good enough to help.
They soon take breaks just to have time to themselves, but as they're gone.
I beat myself down mentally, and I scratch myself and hit myself over feeling that I did something to upset them.
@WolfyTheGuardian
i think you should ask them the reason, I think you dont have to worry though. Youre a bit like me as Im also afraid to make those mistakes, but I think you shouldnt worry too much, I think it will be fine 😊
When I realize how useless and pointless I really am, and when I become self aware of the fact that no one would really care if I were gone.
I believe nobody will ever love me, especially after seeing sooo many couples with my own eyes.
I think about no longer having my dad. Thinking about my mom in the Nursing Home and how I did not take advantage of all the opportuntities presented to me when I was younger because if I did, I wouldn
I see people happy and talking to their friends and it
I see other people happy and wonder why it's so hard for me to be that way too.
It feels like I have no one that really cares about me or that I can turn to in times of need.
When I think too much about success and health meaning I have to have community. I'm more balanced when I let go of thst ad a yardstick
Failure.
When I think about my past and how I missed so many opportunities to become successful in life. Also, missing my loved ones whom passed away, especially my dad who passed away with me by his side on August 18th, 2017.