I think of the possibility of me and my daughters mother not reconnecting on a relationship level.
people push me away without a reason. Or if people yell at me or are mad at me because of my opinion, my behavior or my mood. And it doesn't matter which mood or behavior or opinion. Just because I have it it's false.
When i realize that there is not one single day in the past that i consider special, if someone would come and say, i will take the best day of your past and erase it from your memory, i would be ok
When I realize how much time I wasted on people who treated me badly...
In my therapist office
I look in the mirror or think about existence.
When people misunderstand me because I am autistic, which makes people think I'm automatically stupid and "childish"...They've even called me retarded before...
When I'm alone at night and wish I had a friend to talk to.
When I'm separated (either by physical distance, or emotional distance) from people that I love.
I think back on what had happen to me and what is happening to me