When my parents start to belittle me. I just really need a hug then
When beautiful memories I held dearly for so long are forgotten and I'm the only one that remember them. It feels like a huge chunk of my past has been erased
I feel the most sad when I hear over and over again the verbal abuse my family gives to me. But most of all when I remember they are who I come home to.
My saddest is looking back into the past and seeing that no one cares to remember my achievements, not even me, because I've had too many concussions. All I have are a few blue ribbons for my paintings and a single old paper 'award'.
when i
feeling like i fucked up even if i didnt
When I feel unnecessary or in the way. I feel "less than"
I think about her
When I think too much.
when i'm lonely, and every night when it's time to cook dinner
