I wake up after dreaming about her
Nobody cares how I feel
Noise and chaos, giggles and frowns
In this madness no one's alone
Not even you, not even me
Everybody seems to be busy
I lose your tracks, but you are not lost
And then, again, I feel like ghost
I find you always, but the truth is
Without me you can exist
I know I must be happy, but instead
My heart is painted in plain blue "sad"
I go out with people.. I just never feel myself anymore. It's a horrible feeling 😕
It's late and I think about the people in my past and the ones who used to care for me, and I wonder what changed. It makes me sad to think of past relationships and friendships, they all seem so fraudulent now.
@gardeniascout27 Hallelujah man. It's hella sad. However stay open to new people that come into your life because statistically you will find someone better than the ones that left.
@gardeniascout27 So true thinking or even worse seeing people from my past really make's me sad,especially after having a brief conversation with them,which I always try to keep these conversation brief,just hearing about how much there lives are so much better than mine and how out of place I feel just makes me sad.
Seeing friends who drifted out of contact with you post on social media. Top tip: avoid social media lol
I think about failing. It's scary because it could happen and it makes me feel so shitty about myself
All I want is to make everything just stop. Like I wish I could live the life that's in my head rather than the one I'm stuck with 1
@oliveAcai7235 if you already have a vision of what you want your life to look like you are over the hard part! what will motivate you to push yourself from here?
I have always had depression and anxiety but in the last 4 years they have got to the point were it is crippling and disabling. I watched my dad die in the hospital August 18th, 2017 which really made me severely depressed. I quit my 2 jobs and wanted to quit life. My mom is in the Nursing Home for the last 2 years which makes me cry every time I leave her there. My 10 year old daughter is going through a terrible stage. She is cocky & direspectful to her family. She has fits of rage just about everyday. A lot of it is being spoiled and hated being told
@WantMyLifeBack25
I'm so sorry your going through that,I'm almost in a similar stage, my 7 yr old daughter acts the same ,tells me no and is disrespectful, I also have a 10 month old and I feel like life is just to o erwhelming. My fiance is mean and puts me down alot
When my parents pick my brothers side and dont want to try to understand me.
Also when Im alone spacing out or about to go to bed and start think about the past and keep thinking like:
what if I did it differently, would that be a better choice?
I regret a lot of things in my past and I keep thinking about it, its like I kind of got over it when Im surrounded by my friends and family but I also didnt, as I keep thinking of it when Im alone or spacing out its like Im a bit stuck?
@azureWheel7166
i have the same, my analytical mind makes me think and overthink , and the next day it repeats the process.
@Dolores000
yes, I know, what do you do to make sure you dont think about it anymore, or when youre trying to move on?
Just curious, maybe we can help each other if we share what we do? 😄
When I think about all the mistakes I've made, and how I feel so useless all the time. I feel like no one really cares about me, not even myself.
@azconajared I can relate, it's terrible.